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I didn't want to wait until tomorrow to post...so here is it. The last part of 'Forever'...

Title: Forever – Dawn's Light

Author: pl2363

Series: Transformers AU/G1

Rating: M (sparkbonding), OC death

Notes: Optimus Prime x Prowl. The past and present collide in an unexpected way. Will Prowl and Optimus' love for one another endure, despite the huge obstacle that the Matrix poses for them?

Primus story is based in part from Marvel comics, but altered to fit with Regardless Universe. The concept of the Matrix making bonding impossible already used in my previous fic 'A Little Love to Ease the Pain'.

Title taken from "Wandering Star" by Portishead, but I like this verse from "Dry the Rain" by Beta Band:

"Take me in and dry the rain,
the rain the rain the rain now.

If there's something inside that you wanna say,
Say it out loud it'll be okay,
I will be your light

I will be your light

I will be your light
I will be your light…"

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(Last part here)

And some artwork for the chapter (click to see bigger):

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Title: Forever – Locked Away

Author: pl2363

Series: Transformers AU/G1

Rating: M (interfacing, sticky)

Notes: Optimus Prime x Prowl. The past and present collide in an unexpected way. Will Prowl and Optimus' love for one another endure despite the huge obstacle that the Matrix poses for them?

Primus story is based in part from Marvel comics but altered to fit with Regardless Universe. The concept of the Matrix making bonding impossible already used in my previous fic 'A Little Love to Ease the Pain'.

Title taken from "Wandering Star" by Portishead:

"Those who have seen the needles eye, now tread,
Like a husk, from which all that was, now has fled.
And the masks, that the monsters wear,
To feed, upon their prey.

Wandering stars, for whom it is reserved,
The blackness of darkness forever…"

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(over here.)

pl2363: (henkei - OP)
I am still noodling with the last chapter, but decided to go ahead and start posting this 3 parter... I hope you like it.  And I totally blame [livejournal.com profile] mirage_shinkiro  for addicting me to Optimus/Prowl.

Title: Forever – Light and Dark

Author: pl2363

Series: Transformers AU/G1

Rating: T+

Notes: Optimus Prime x Prowl. The past and present collide in an unexpected way. Will Prowl and Optimus’ love for one another endure, despite the huge obstacle that the Matrix poses for them?

Primus story is based in part from Marvel comics, but altered to fit with Regardless Universe. The concept of the Matrix making bonding impossible already used in my previous fic ‘A Little Love to Ease the Pain’.

Title taken from "Wandering Star" by Portishead:

"Please could you stay awhile to share my grief,
For it’s such a lovely day,
To have to always feel this way,
And the time that I will suffer less,
Is when I never have to wake."


Thank you to [livejournal.com profile] mirage_shinkiro  & Starfire201 for taking the time to beta for me.
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(Chapter 1)
pl2363: (henkei- ratchet)
Title: Alive – A Gift

Author: pl2363

Series: Transformers AU/G1

Rating: M (Death of OC characters)

Notes: Ratchet x Wheeljack. 'Regardless' & 'Forgive' are heavily referenced, please read those fics before reading this one. This is now in a totally AU setting. Ratchet and Wheeljack have been trying to get sparked, but start to lose hope with each failed attempt. Will their love be enough to sustain them? Also note- the new governmental system has made the formerly warring factions into political parties, as mentioned in the epilogue of 'Regardless'.

Thanks to Mirage Shinkiro for the beta. Title taken from "Help, I'm Alive" by Metric.

"I get wherever I'm going
I get whatever I need
While my blood's still flowing
And my heart still beats…
Beating like a hammer
Beating like a hammer…"

Orn= 3 weeks; Solar cycle= 1 day
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(The last chapter >>>>this way!)
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Title: Alive – Remember Why

Author: pl2363

Series: Transformers AU/G1

Rating: M (foreplay/interfacing)

Notes: Ratchet x Wheeljack. 'Regardless' & 'Forgive' are heavily referenced, please read those fics before reading this one. This is now in a totally AU setting. Ratchet and Wheeljack have been trying to get sparked, but start to lose hope with each failed attempt. Will their love be enough to sustain them?

Thanks to Mirage Shinkiro for the beta. Title taken from "Help, I'm Alive" by Metric.

"If you're still alive,
My regrets are few.
If my life is mine,
What shouldn't I do?"

Orn: 3 Earth weeks, Solar cycle: one Earth day

Also... Transformers belong to Hasbro, I am just playing with them.
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(this way.)
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Title: Alive – Rolling Blackouts

Author: pl2363

Series: Transformers AU/G1

Rating: T+

Notes: Ratchet x Wheeljack. 'Regardless' & 'Forgive' are heavily referenced, please read those fics before reading this one. This is now in a totally AU setting. Ratchet and Wheeljack have been trying to get sparked, but start to lose hope with each failed attempt. Will their love be enough to sustain them?

Thanks to[livejournal.com profile] mirage_shinkiro  for the beta. Title taken from "Help, I'm Alive" by Metric:

"Hard to be soft,
Tough to be tender.
Come take my pulse, the pace is on a runaway train,
Help, I'm alive, my heart keeps beating like a hammer."

Also... Transformers belong to Hasbro, I am just playing with them.
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(first of three parts here.)

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Title: Forgive – Letting Go to Hold On

Author: pl2363

Series: Transformers AU/G1

Rating: M (spark bonding, ref to interfacing)

Notes: Starscream x Skyfire. 'Regardless' heavily referenced, please read that fic before reading this one. Also references events from Transformers Episode: Fire in the Sky, specifically when Starscream shoots Skyfire. Starscream's past is filled with painful memories of a life he never got to have. Will he forgive and move forward?

Thanks to Mirage Shinkiro for the beta.

Title taken from the song 'Seven Months' by Portishead, but I like this part of Misty Canyon by Anjali for this chapter:

" Oh, I can figure that you really need my love
'Cause I've been in the twilight far too long
So I'll unlock my heart and throw you the key
And you can do what you want with me...
This time, I'll put my heart on the line."


Also... Transformers belong to Hasbro, I am just playing with them.
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(fake cuts are fake!)
pl2363: (henkei- screamer)
Ffnet still messing with my line breaks... must be anti-spamming thing they have going on. Hopefully my little " ... " make the breaks clear enough. >_> I also need a better icon for this story...

Title: Forgive – Come Clean

Author: pl2363

Series: Transformers AU/G1

Rating: T+ (some violence, and references to interfacing)

Notes: Starscream x Skyfire. 'Regardless' heavily referenced, please read that fic before reading this one. Also references events from Transformers Episode: "Fire in the Sky," specifically when Starscream shoots Skyfire. Starscream's past is filled with painful memories of a life he never got to have. Will he forgive and move forward?

Thanks to Mirage Shinkiro for the beta.

Title taken from the song 'Seven Months' by Portishead,

" How can I forget you
Disregard how I feel
Silently listen
To the words I can't see"


Also... Transformers belong to Hasbro, I am just playing with them.

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(over here ^^)
pl2363: (henkei- screamer)
I said I would write companion fics to 'Regardless' with more TC/Warp/LB thrown in... so here is the first one! It's a Screamer/Skyfire one. I wish ffnet wasn't being such a butt to me though. It has been removing my line breaks, which sucks. I think this one mostly looks okay though:

Title: Forgive – Failed Attempts

Author: pl2363

Series: Transformers AU/G1

Rating: T

Notes: Starscream x Skyfire. 'Regardless' heavily referenced, please read that fic before reading this one. Starscream's past is filled with painful memories of a life he never got to have. Will he forgive and move forward?

Electrical grid off cycle concept borrowed from Asher 119's Unintended.

Thanks to Mirage Shinkiro for the beta.

Title taken from the song 'Seven Months' by Portishead,

"Why should I forgive you,
After all that I've seen?
Quietly whisper,
When my heart wants to scream?"

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(this way...)
pl2363: (tc warp- jets)
*Is sad and happy it's all over now* This is the longest story I have written in a long, long time. And I am pretty proud of it! I am gonna cross-post the whole thing to other communities, so I apologize in advance for flubbing up friend's lists... <3

Title: Regardless – Start Again
Author: pl2363
Series: Transformers AU/G1
Rating: T

Notes: Thundercracker x Skywarp. Thundercracker winds up accidentally sparked. He can't even reveal he's bonded to Skywarp to the rest of the ranks, let alone that he might have a sparkling. What will he decide to do? Oh! and this is a follow up fic to "Miles Adrift, Inches Away".

Inspired in part from Unintended, by [livejournal.com profile] asher119 .

Thanks to [livejournal.com profile] mirage_shinkiro  and [livejournal.com profile] asher119  for the beta! And [livejournal.com profile] phoenix05  for support.
Title taken from the song 'Roads' by Portishead. I like this part of "We're in this together" by Nine Inch Nails:

"You and me
We're in this together now
None of them can stop us now
We will make it through somehow
You and me
If the world should break in two
Until the very end of me
Until the very end of you"

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(and the end is here... all 8000-ish words of it!)

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Title: Regardless – True Strength
Author: pl2363
Series: Transformers AU/G1
Rating: M (sticky-interfacing, spark-bonding)

Notes: Thundercracker x Skywarp. Thundercracker winds up accidentally sparked. He can't even reveal he's bonded to Skywarp to the rest of the ranks, let alone that he might have a sparkling. What will he decide to do? Oh! and this is a follow up fic to "Miles Adrift, Inches Away".

Inspired in part from Unintended, by [livejournal.com profile] asher119 .

Thanks to [livejournal.com profile] mirage_shinkiro  and [livejournal.com profile] asher119  for the beta! And [livejournal.com profile] phoenix05  for support.

Title taken from the song 'Roads' by Portishead. I like this part of "War" by the Cardigans for this chapter:

"Please, I'm almost done
don't retreat
I've loaded my gun
with blood, with...
"
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(this way! this is the second to last chapter...)

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Title: Regardless - Fight

Author: pl2363

Series: Transformers AU/G1

Rating: T

Notes: Thundercracker x Skywarp. Thundercracker winds up accidentally sparked. He can't even reveal he's bonded to Skywarp to the rest of the ranks, let alone that he might have a sparkling. What will he decide to do? Oh! and this is a follow up fic to "Miles Adrift, Inches Away".

Inspired in part from Unintended, by [livejournal.com profile] asher119 .

Thanks to [livejournal.com profile] mirage_shinkiro  and [livejournal.com profile] asher119  for the beta! And [livejournal.com profile] phoenix05  for support.

Title taken from the song 'Roads' by Portishead. Although I think this part of 'Sour Times' is fitting for this chapter:

" Oh, come crush me now,
Don't leave,
No one has won this war…
this time.
"

Also... Transformers belong to Hasbro, I am just playing with them.
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(over here!)
pl2363: (tc warp- jets)
BTW, this will be the last update for a while. I have some bad real life crap going on at the moment, so my time for writing has been cut way, way down. I have part of the next chapter started, but it's far from done...

Title: Regardless - Arrival

Author: pl2363

Series: Transformers AU/G1

Rating: T

Notes: Thundercracker x Skywarp. Thundercracker winds up accidentally sparked. He can't even reveal he's bonded to Skywarp to the rest of the ranks, let alone that he might have a sparkling. What will he decide to do? Oh! and this is a follow up fic to "Miles Adrift, Inches Away".

Inspired in part from Unintended, by [livejournal.com profile] asher119 .

Thanks to [livejournal.com profile] mirage_shinkiro  and [livejournal.com profile] asher119  for the beta! And [livejournal.com profile] phoenix05  for support.

Title taken from the song 'Roads' by Portishead. Although I think this part of 'Sour Times' is fitting for this chapter:

" 'Cause nobody loves me,
It's true,
Not like you do."


Also... Transformers belong to Hasbro, I am just playing with them.

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(this way...)
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Title: Regardless – Tension Breaker

Author: pl2363

Series: Transformers AU/G1

Rating: M (interfacing...a lot of it. ^^;)

Notes: Thundercracker x Skywarp. Thundercracker winds up accidentally sparked. He can't even reveal he's bonded to Skywarp to the rest of the ranks, let alone that he might have a sparkling. What will he decide to do? Oh! and this is a follow up fic to "Miles Adrift, Inches Away".

Inspired in part from Unintended, by [livejournal.com profile] asher119 .

Thanks to[livejournal.com profile] mirage_shinkiro  and [livejournal.com profile] asher119  for the beta! And [livejournal.com profile] phoenix05  for support.

Title taken from the song 'Roads' by Portishead, although I think this bit from "Deep" by Nine Inch Nails is pretty fitting:

"You know somehow
We could take a chance
We could make it (make it)
Right here
Make it all disappear
Everything we've been missing (missing)
You make me feel
here's a part of me, that I want to get back again."


Also... Transformers belong to Hasbro, I am just playing with them.
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(fake cuts are awesome! everyone does it!)
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Title: Regardless – Believe
Author: pl2363
Series: Transformers AU/G1
Rating: M
Notes: Thundercracker x Skywarp. Thundercracker accidentally gets himself sparked. He can't even reveal he's bonded to Skywarp to the rest of the ranks, let alone that might have a sparkling. What will he decide to do?

Inspired in part from Unintended, by [livejournal.com profile] asher119 .

Thanks to [livejournal.com profile] mirage_shinkiro  and [livejournal.com profile] asher119  for the beta! And [livejournal.com profile] phoenix05  for support.

"'Cause we need to
Recognize mistakes
For time and again
So let it be known for what we believe in
I can see no reason for it to fail..."

Also... Transformers belong to Hasbro, I am just playing with them.

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over here!
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Title: Regardless – Alone
Author: pl2363
Series: Transformers AU/G1
Rating: M
Notes: Thundercracker x Skywarp. Thundercracker accidentally gets himself sparked. He can't even reveal he's bonded to Skywarp to the rest of the ranks, let alone that might have a sparkling. What will he decide to do?

Inspired in part from Unintended, by [livejournal.com profile] asher119 .

Thanks to [livejournal.com profile] mirage_shinkiro  and [livejournal.com profile] asher119  for the beta! And [livejournal.com profile] phoenix05  for support.

"
The size of our fight, it's just a dream
We've crushed everything I can see, in this morning selfishly
How we've failed and I feel like I do
It's only you, who can tell me apart
"

Also... Transformers belong to Hasbro, I am just playing with them.

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over here!
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Title: Regardless – Choices

Author: pl2363

Series: Transformers AU/G1

Rating: M (interfacing scene, sticky)

Notes: Thundercracker x Skywarp. Thundercracker accidentally gets himself sparked. He can't even reveal he's bonded to Skywarp to the rest of the ranks, let alone that might have a sparkling. What will he decide to do?

Inspired in part from Unintended, by [livejournal.com profile] asher119 .

Thanks to [livejournal.com profile] mirage_shinkiro  and [livejournal.com profile] asher119  for the beta! And [livejournal.com profile] phoenix05  for support.

"Storm… in the morning light
I feel
No more can I say
Frozen to myself"


Also... Transformers belong to Hasbro, I am just playing with them.

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(this way)
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Thanks again for the encouragement yesterday. I <3 you all.

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Title: Regardless – Hard Truth

Author: pl2363

Series: Transformers AU/G1

Rating: T

Notes: Thundercracker x Skywarp. Thundercracker winds up accidentally sparked. He can't even reveal he's bonded to Skywarp to the rest of the ranks, let alone that he might have a sparkling. What will he decide to do?

Inspired in part from Unintended, by Asher119.

Thanks to

[livejournal.com profile] asher119  for the beta! And [livejournal.com profile] phoenix05  for support.

 

Title taken from the song 'Roads' by Portishead,

"Ohh, can't anybody see
We've got a war to fight
Never found our way
Regardless of what they say."

Also... Transformers belong to Hasbro, I am just playing with them.

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(another chapter over here)

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Title: Regardless – Crash Landing

Author: pl2363

Series: Transformers AU/G1

Rating: M (for mature content)- Sticky (yeah I went there, don't like, don't read it!)

Notes: Thundercracker x Skywarp. Thundercracker winds up accidentally sparked. He can't even reveal he's bonded to Skywarp to the rest of the ranks, let alone that he might have a sparkling. What will he decide to do?

Inspired in part from Unintended, by Asher119.

Thanks to

[livejournal.com profile] asher119  for the beta! And [livejournal.com profile] phoenix05  for support.

 

Title taken from the song 'Roads' by Portishead,

"Ohh, can't anybody see
We've got a war to fight
Never found our way
Regardless of what they say."

Also... Transformers belong to Hasbro, I am just playing with them.

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(right this way...)